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Writer's Block: Change is good

2009-11-04T19:50:09Z

If you could change one major thing about your life, whether a relationship, your job, your living situation, your school, etc., what would it be? Are you currently working toward a serious life transition?

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No, not really, unless you count high school as a "door to change and beyond!" since it's sure as hell not doing anything for me. :3

But I want to change my living situation. And probably my laptop. ;o;

Writer's Block: Last supper

2009-11-03T22:50:09Z

If you had one night left to live, what would you do? Would you prefer to spend your final night with a loved one or alone? What would you choose for your last meal?

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The last meal is hard.

But of course I won't die by myself! I'll die on the computer. Those are two distinct, completely different things. :3

Suzumiya Haruhi--ItsuHaru (divine)

2009-11-03T05:59:17Z

She is divine.

To him, she is god. She is not, in a sense--in a sense that breaks dreams and crushes hope. It's increasingly ironic and strange, but it doesn't matter to his already-saccharine mind to have a bit more of it.

A human with extraordinary powers. A human whom he happens to be "under", according to the strange rules of the SOS Brigade. It's so queer-just like that strange smile he always keeps on his face, always there, somehow unkempt but that part is hidden, isn't it?

It is not love.

It is definitely not love.

Of course he doesn't feel anything for her, he reasons. It's altogether strange and queer just like him, but he won't let it get to him. He is the esper, after all.

But for some strange reason, it nags at him, biting off a chunk of his reasoning and sense.

He cannot love anything divine.

But she is not divine.

But life is always so remorseful and regretful that he believes that she is divine.

And that's the way life is.

Writer's Block: Relive in the moment

2009-11-03T02:20:40Z

If you could relive one hour of your life so far, what would you choose and why? Would you do or say anything different? How do you think it would change your life?

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I want to not say the things I did.

There are so much regrets that I have based on my statements or my actions; I want to erase them and redo them.

the asserter? you lie.

2008-09-21T00:34:01Z

Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test...

8 - the Asserter

Thanks for taking the test !

you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT (aka "The Challenger").

"I must be strong"

Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.

How to Get Along with Me

Stand up for yourself... and me.
Be confident, strong, and direct.
Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.
Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender,
vulnerable side.
Give me space to be alone.
Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.
I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's
a personal attack.
When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just
the way I am.

What I Like About Being a EIGHT

being independent and self-reliant
being able to take charge and meet challenges head on
being courageous, straightforward, and honest
getting all the enjoyment I can out of life
supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me
upholding just causes

What's Hard About Being a EIGHT

overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to
being restless and impatient with others' incompetence
sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it
never forgetting injuries or injustices
putting too much pressure on myself
getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when
things don't go right

EIGHTs as Children Often

are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit
are sometimes loners
seize control so they won't be controlled
fugure out others' weaknesses
attack verbally or physically when provoked
take charge in the family because they perceive themselves asthe strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings

EIGHTs as Parents

are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted
are sometimes overprotective
can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

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Writer's Block: What You'd Accomplish if Success Was Guaranteed

2008-08-29T18:33:20Z

Knowing beforehand that you wouldn't fail, what would you attempt to do?

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Me, huh...
If it was me when I was a bit more rabid, then I would've said something like: "I WOULD GO TO AN AUDITION. YEAH. :D"
but I'm too normal. Err?
Right...?
D:?
I'd write a novel. And send it to some random editor.
Since I won't fail, right? :3

Writer's Block: Music and Moods

2008-08-23T05:56:09Z

How do different types of music relate to your moods?

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How does it differ?
...obviously, if I'm happy, I'd listen to slow music to make myself a bit calm.
Examples of slow music include:
Nakahara Mai - Dear you -cry-
Makino Yui - Symphony
Makino Yui - Sketchbook wo Motta Mama
Hoshimura Mai - Regret
Makino Yui - Yokogao -acoustic version-
anNina - Taishou.a
...and the like.

When I'm sad or angry, I listen to happy music! >D
Examples:
Hoshimura Mai - Merry Go Round
Buono! - Gachinko de Ikou!
Pigstar - Kimi=Hana
Hirano Aya - Unknown World
Mizuki Nana - Black Diamond (normal AND Indies ver.)

and at normal times...cool songs. 8D
Examples:
Last Alliance - Spiral World
Mizuki Nana - Wild Eyes
Shimamiya Eiko - Higurashi no Naku Koro ni
me_ho - Lovers' Tone

and the like. <3

personality--random quiz results

2008-08-15T04:50:26Z

Dreamland Escape--finale

2008-08-05T05:26:22Z

I don't think I'm supposed to be here.

I remember a blue-blue sky with so much clouds, and laughter that makes me warm to my heart. It's so pretty, so sad, so wonderful that it makes me cry all the time.

I see faces with smiles on them. They're smiling about something.

Are they laughing at me?
(They're all staring at me.)

They're my friends, right?
(Did I even have a thing called 'friends'?)

But when they smile, their smiles are so sweet and so caring that I can't seem to find the heart to hate them.

...how did I act?

How was I?
(I have no clue what I was supposed to be-)

And it hurts all-the-more to know that I'm not there.

And I want out.

I trudge towards a bit of light--the only light in here--and ask: "Can I leave?"

Then that scary voice comes again.

"You're going to leave me alone?" she asks, and her voice is scary, tinted with a bit of fear and despair, with a bit of hope that she knows isn't great.

Her smile is eerie, and I can finally see her.

The girl's hair is green--green, so green and pretty it reminds me of grass. Her voice is the voice I heard outside--the one that was always, always crying.

Did she hate me?

Why was she here?
(I wanted to go outside for her.)

"Everybody leaves me," she tells me, "and it really, really hurts. I'm always left behind."

"I'm not supposed to be here, right?"

Her smile come again. "Nobody belongs here. Not even me."

"What's your name?" I ask, since her voice is so pretty and pleading, and her eyes are gleaming with hope and want and need and--

"Shion."

...It's her.

Why is she here?

---"I love you," she says, "I loved you since forever."

I stare at her, confused, until my heart tells me to answer and I do--"I do too."

--owari.

Kazuki--Dreamland Escape

2008-08-01T04:50:09Z

I don't know where I am.

I've always, always been here. There's no such thing as a sky--go, try, look-up, it's not there--, nor is there anything called 'light'.

It's all dark here, see?
(Is there anything to see at all?)

I can hear voices.

They sound muffled and ghostly, but I know there's two.

One is a guy. He's always soothing the other--a girl--because she's always, always crying.

She has this soft, pretty voice that's always pleading.

I don't know this person.

I've always been here, after all.

When she whispers: "Hello, Satoshi-kun"s, my heart always skips a beat. But in her voice--I can tell--there's always this "please-please wake up for me" in her voice.

But I've always been here.
How am I supposed to go out?

Then there's this sudden chill, and I can hear a voice, a voice so strange and friendly- the insane-friendly that sends chills down your spine from fright. She always sneaks up on me and says, "Let's play the devil's harp" in my ears, the warm air making me stare at her, but she's not there and I panic. Then the voice continues and asks: "then do you want to play Lucifer's demise?"

And the tap-tap-tap starts again in my mind and I think I'm going crazy--

"Do you want to play again?"

-owari.

Lists. Yeah.

2008-07-09T04:19:33Z

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read. (24/100)
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE, and ~~strikeout~~ the books you read but didn't like.

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5. To Kill a Mocking Bird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eight Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carrol
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stroker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Alborn
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

100_women: Beginnings.

2008-07-09T03:27:07Z

For one, Nakahara Sunako was never one to enjoy beginnings. She loved endings the best. She loved it when she didn't have to worry about the dazzling creatures of light anymore; when she was alone in her dark paradise.

Without beginnings, she'd be normal.
Without beginnings, she'd be fawning over her appearance.

She didn't want that anymore.

She liked endings.

When she was stupid and loved beginnings, her heart was always crushed. She was always normal; she was always caring about herself and creatures of light. Sunako never ever loved herself that much.

That denial...that thing was the beginning.

Frankly, that was the only beginning she enjoyed.

It could be both a beginning and an ending at the same time. That was the end of her beauty. That was the beginning of her new life; where she didn't care about others. Where she was herself and nobody else.

Where she could be anywhere.

Hiroshi always told her that beginnings never hurt.

When she was alone and talking to him, he would always say, "Sunako-chan, beginnings are nice. Everybody loves you when you're new. It's the endings that hurt. They throw you away after using you for so long. You're not needed anymore."

"You're just trash."

Sunako never likes being trash.

Beginnings are painful, as are endings.

Only the intervals are the safe ones, aren't they?

Ouran Character Quiz.

2008-04-22T04:46:21Z

Which Ouran High School Host Club member are you?????
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You scored as Haruhi Fujioka

You are Haruhi!!! You let others pull you along, but don't like when they comment on how amazingly feminine you are. Thunder and Lightning storms are your greatest fear. People often go to you for advice, as you are incredibly easy to talk to. Even though you are typically shy, you can become agressive and defensive when needed.

Haruhi Fujioka

80%

Kaoru Hitachiin

75%

Renge Houshakuji

70%

Takashi Morinozuka

55%

Tamaki Suou

50%

Mitsukuni Haninozuka

45%

Hikaru Hitachiin

30%

Kyouya Ootori

15%

Writer's Block: Almost Famous

2008-04-21T22:38:16Z

What do you want to be famous for?

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Me?
I wanted to become a singer since childhood.
Based on my appearance and my voice, I can tell that's not going to happen.
I want to be famous for being one of the best. The elite.
I have NO idea whatsoever how I'm going to get there, but I'm trying.
...I think.