The first instrument I played was the piano. I was four years old when I started, and I quit when I was in the second grade. I never did learn to love it. My second instrument was the cello. I was in the fourth grade. I played until...well, I never really quit. I used to take private lessons until I was in the seventh grade, and I learned how to play the flute from sixth grade to eighth grade when I learned my middle school didn't have an orchestra, so I might as well help the band improve, right? Ugh, it was horrible. Wearing band uniforms during the summer and marching for thirty streets in a row is just sheer torture, although I am so glad I was never in drumline or playing the tuba or monstrosity of the sort.

During the time I was in the school band, my teacher made me help him teach his regular class students with string instruments-so I know the basics of tuning/playing/reading music for the violin, contrabass, viola, and obviously, the cello. He also made me learn the oboe (so I could fill in the spot of the recently graduated oboe player) but I never enjoyed it. But I know how to play it, when the time comes.

We have three guitars at home-classical guitars, although my sister recently got herself an acoustic guitar and I'm going to have to learn that, I don't have a chord diagram on my bedroom wall for nothing-and I learned how to play basic scales and chords from my sister. But to be fair, I never really was motivated.

Well, so...um, a shitload of instruments in my life, and I can probably get the basics down in about an hour because of the amount of time I spent slobbering over all these instruments that I saw and played with. Oh, and if you count the bass guitar-I do know how to play it, it's actually pretty simple-it's more fun. But my main instrument is the cello-I have one in my closet right now, but I need to repair it because the string broke as I was tuning it. Played it from age nine to now. :)

The Book Thief!

No, not really, unless you count high school as a "door to change and beyond!" since it's sure as hell not doing anything for me. :3

But I want to change my living situation. And probably my laptop. ;o;

The last meal is hard.

But of course I won't die by myself! I'll die on the computer. Those are two distinct, completely different things. :3

I want to not say the things I did.

There are so much regrets that I have based on my statements or my actions; I want to erase them and redo them.

Me, huh...
If it was me when I was a bit more rabid, then I would've said something like: "I WOULD GO TO AN AUDITION. YEAH. :D"
but I'm too normal. Err?
Right...?
D:?
I'd write a novel. And send it to some random editor.
Since I won't fail, right? :3

How does it differ?
...obviously, if I'm happy, I'd listen to slow music to make myself a bit calm.
Examples of slow music include: 
Nakahara Mai - Dear you -cry-
Makino Yui - Symphony
Makino Yui - Sketchbook wo Motta Mama
Hoshimura Mai - Regret
Makino Yui - Yokogao -acoustic version-
anNina - Taishou.a
...and the like.

When I'm sad or angry, I listen to happy music! >D
Examples:
Hoshimura Mai - Merry Go Round
Buono! - Gachinko de Ikou!
Pigstar - Kimi=Hana
Hirano Aya - Unknown World
Mizuki Nana - Black Diamond (normal AND Indies ver.)

and at normal times...cool songs. 8D
Examples:
Last Alliance - Spiral World
Mizuki Nana - Wild Eyes
Shimamiya Eiko - Higurashi no Naku Koro ni
me_ho - Lovers' Tone


and the like. <3